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| coffinswearprada | Mar 20 2006, 10:52 PM Post #1 |
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(neon black rot)
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I love how they put Fear Before The March Of Flames on an anti-suicide ticket. I think of lines off Odd How People Shake and Art Damage and I immediately think how strongly they went to prevent the furthering depression of anyone.. I love that band. About.. three years ago my grandpa died from two consecutive strokes. And then my sister was diagnosed with cancer in the same year, a battle which she went through for like.. three more. During those three years, my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. And then my mom, just a few months ago. And then my uncle just died from liver failure this weekend. And all I've been thinking about is the vial of painpills that I used up through the weekend. And all the drinking I do. Which is scary, it scares me. Because I don't want to die like that, but I don't feel like I have a choice anymore, in the matter. I feel like.. I have to, to live up to this image I've created for myself.That I drink, and I drink and I don't stop until I pass out. And up until this weekend I enjoyed that image and did my best to exude it to the fullest and then my uncle.. Just hit me, and I've been thinking about it constantly. I'm scared of dying and growing old and falling apart. I haven't been able to breath for a week, almost. :'( . Anyone have similar feelings? I feel sorta alone.. |
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| Juano | Mar 20 2006, 10:54 PM Post #2 |
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Dude... really sorry to hear that :'( I have pain but it isn't that deep
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| Lastscionz | Mar 20 2006, 10:57 PM Post #3 |
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I'm sorry to hear this. I do have some lonely feelings from time to time, but they don't get far. ![]() As the others have said, feel free to IM some time. misterx1501@hotmail.com
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| Fiona | Mar 20 2006, 10:58 PM Post #4 |
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true in mind body spirit
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I know I feel like that once in a while, when everything feels like it's just falling apart or something. It sucks. Just live life to the fullest, and look to the positive, that is all you can do. And trust me, it helps. ![]() Feel free to PM me if you just wanna chat sometime.
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| Demockracy | Mar 20 2006, 10:58 PM Post #5 |
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punk in drublic
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Your taking painkillers or antidepressants? Don't drink with 'em dude. Odds, are you can stop drinking, if you really are addicted to it, detox. sucks bro hit me up on aim if you want to talk though (xjessmorganx) |
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| soGONE | Mar 20 2006, 10:58 PM Post #6 |
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Wow, thats pretty bad... I have not been faced with the same perils, but I guess you gotta hang in there :'( |
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| Burned | Mar 20 2006, 11:03 PM Post #7 |
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Father, unholy one, to your night realm we bow.
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dude, I'm sorry ![]() I have some problems, but nowhere anything close to that
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| coffinswearprada | Mar 20 2006, 11:10 PM Post #8 |
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(neon black rot)
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Whats the worst is that someone had to die before I even realized what I was doing to myself, I feel so selfish because of it. He was like it all the time, off and on in his detox. I always heard my parents talking about it. He used to hit my aunt, I overheard, when he got drunk. I always swore to myself that I wouldn't ever be like that. I don't know. If I can keep the promise. I mean.. I'm only seventeen, how do I know, that I'll stay true to it. How do I know that because I'm so reckless I won't crash into all the things I'm so scared of. |
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| blindguardian | Mar 20 2006, 11:11 PM Post #9 |
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halloween is love.
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I'm so sorry, I do not have those problems. My problems are similar though. :'( I'm always here for you bro.
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| The Gunner | Mar 20 2006, 11:24 PM Post #10 |
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funky tough guy
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Very sorry to hear this saturday
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| Numark | Mar 20 2006, 11:30 PM Post #11 |
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honestly, hurting yourslef wouldnt help at all, and is just giving up, which isnt cool. Just deal with some stuff, i know its hard, but its all you can do |
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| *~AcE~* | Mar 21 2006, 08:32 AM Post #12 |
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Dude, that sucks.:'( Be strong, ok? |
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| Woody. | Mar 21 2006, 09:24 AM Post #13 |
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Really sorry to hear that, mate ![]() Yeah I get those feelings too, this may sound strange, but I pray, and that always makes it better, no matter what is going on
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| Dynamik. (PM) | Mar 21 2006, 10:17 AM Post #14 |
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holy shit look who it is
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Sorry to hear that :'( |
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| Celia | Mar 21 2006, 12:18 PM Post #15 |
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I'm not going to tell you sorry, or that I feel for you like everyone else. I'm going to tell you to take action, like the title says. Find a counselour or something, it may sound insulting but it's that or you can die how you fear your going to die. Maybe find someone who has turned there life around. You need someone who can tell you that your being stupid everyone once in awhile and punish you for it, those things that have happened to you are terrible but acing stupid and drinking all the time wont help you much. Don't be afraid to tell someone, you can get better. And good luck to ya man, you can pull through.
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